i thought that i was doing well but i just wanna cry now...

last night i decided to treat myself and turned off my TV just after 10pm... and woke up just before 9am this morning. ahhhhh sleep. gotta love it. i could get ten hours every night, and be a happy happy girl.

the punishment to such glorious sleep was an extended amount of time for my subconscious to go wild... i had one of the more disturbing dreams i've had in quite a while. it involved someone very important to me, first commiting a horrible act on a friend, and then betraying me. the betrayal was the most disturbing as i wouldn't have known about it had i not violated his privacy... but in my dream, the invasion of privacy was a reaction to the first horrific act.... either way, it was horrible and disturbing and realistic enough to make me second guess myself today. i think i could learn a thing or two from the dream. i've been scouring the internet for dream interpretations, but every website asks for keywords... there were no keywords from my dream, just a complicated plot with unfortunate results.

i just wish i could stop thinking about it!

~cfc

Betrayal
All dreams of betrayal should be studied closely in connection with the entire dream to find out just who or what to expect betrayal from. Betrayal as an omen is not much to go on and the dreamer must take this as a literal warning of an insincere friend or lover and study the dream with this in mind. Sometimes things can 'betray' you by not giving you value and satisfaction for cost.