the mourning, that is. mourning for something that never existed. well, kind of existed. who cares? yesterday i went out to lunch with micah and he very quickly cut to the chase. when i wondered aloud why no one else had been so brutally honest as to tell me what i needed to hear (as opposed to what i wanted to hear) and he replied, "well i've known you long enough not to care about hurting your feelings, that's all." lol. hehehe, very true!
sometimes you need the truth and nothing but the truth, so help you god.
bottom line - micah thinks i'm making something out of nothing... as usual. and after hearing his case, i have to agree.
this week has basically sucked though, by and large. i'm ready for october to be over! :) november = thanksgiving and gitta and more progress towards the all important new years! thank god for that!
i think overdosing on grey's anatomy was a smart decision. what a great show, lots of powerful commentary on relationships and people hurting people. also - micah and i went to tower yesterday to start saying our goodbyes to the music retail giant. i raided the singles section, and actually didn't go too entirely crazy. got a james morrison, james blunt, and ray single... also this fabulous hanson EP... all 30% off. (i don't think anyone on the planet should even be allowed to comment on hanson until they've seen the trio live in concert. so good! f-the haters!) i knew the boys of the state were seriously worried about me when no one questioned me as i blasted hanson in the box. finally jason came up and said, 'hey, whatever gets you through' hehehe. i love the boys of the state! they're like the best (dysfunctional) older brothers you could ever ask for.
was going to run away to philadelphia this weekend, but it appears that next week makes more sense. headed to richmond instead.
~courtney
~courtney
"I sit here waiting, wondering, hoping
that I'll make this right.
'Cause all I think about's your hands, your face
and all these lonely nights..."
~hanson
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