rows and rows of big dark clouds

i've noticed a pattern. as the number of blog posts i put up increase, the number of phone calls i get from yusef decreases. interesting...

i had my recurring dream last night about french class. every couple weeks/months i dream that it's finals week at mason and i'm supposed to graduate but i skipped french all semester and even if i got a 100% on my final i will fail and not graduate. in the dream i'm always trying to figure out ways to convince the professor to give me extra credit and i'm so pissed at myself for skipping every single class. [for those of you who don't know, i took french 202 three times in college, finally passing it my last semester with a C... i'm just horrible with foreign languages] i always wake up and reassure myself that i did, indeed, pass french 202. ugh. i hate that dream.

my new phone arrived! yay! see you in hell, green screen!!!
i brought my number from sprint to verizon, and the number switch went VERY easily... it was actually instantaneous. i love that. it's the cool slider phone, i downloaded my first ringer today!! the saved by the bell theme song in honor of tray-z. i wanted to download christina or DMB but i couldn't find any DMB and the christina didn't sound like christina. anyone have any ideas about this??? know any DMB downloadable ringers???

i applied for graduate studies at mason today!!! wow it's so bizarre to looking at 700-level courses... bizarre, but exciting. i'm ready to get back in school.

tina and i are making some hardcore plans for london in january. [ha, and i quote "courtney, i'm doing this with or without you"]
not to worry tina, i'm in! i just can't believe i didn't know about these programs when i graduated. my whole life could be different right now...
it's so perfect too because DMB typically doesn't tour from january to june. excellent. i'll be back in time for tour season '05!

i played with the kittens last night for a long time. they're incredibly adorable. captain jack is seriously obsessed with me. and that's the sign of a quality man. ;)

i named one of the grey kittens "irish" in memory of my latest and greatest love affair... it's fitting because the grey kitten is adorable but elusive and never sticks around to play with me for very long. ;)

~courtney

"I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you’ve never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes."
-alanis