i wish you wished i wished you love

i talked to my father last night hoping for some career advice and he said something to the effect of "everything can change in an hour" basically telling me to be patient. i was thinking, you have no idea how fast everything can change!

from my post yesterday it's obvious that some major drama occured... someone came back to harrisonburg that i was expecting/hoping to never see again. the office was all a-buzz with excitement/surprise at his arrival and, of course, everyone was curious to see how i would handle it. whatever. i'm not even going to write anymore about it. that's how little i care.

we had some major thunderstorms here last night. which was completly perfect considering the mood i was in. i played with the kittens for about two hours, very nice. talked to geoff for a bit, trying to figure out plans for our trip to wisconsin. i was desperately seeking susan (yusef) last night but never tracked him down.

leaving the office at noon today for an office party at the boss' house. fun fun fun.

"and my back never looked so broad to you,
as now when turned upon the fool who spurned me-
boo hoo hoo...."
~jude