living just to find emotion

wow there's nothing as satisifying as the warm & fuzzy feeling you get when someone calls you "interesting". ;)

after class tonight i headed over to towers to chase the blues away with some new music. got the BJD2 soundtrack, with my love mr. wainwright on it. got some random journey b/c i've been obsessed lately, and, best of all, a litle ANI. *sigh* where has she BEEN all my life???

so YAY tomorrow's my friday!!!!! i'm super-pumped about being completely feld-free, NoVA-free, computer-free, school-free for FOUR ENTIRE DAYS!!!!
it's going to be a pretty traumatic four days, my first time to the farm since i lost puppy, and bob's officially moving from the station to my grandparents house. not to mention i'll be in harrionsburg, where not only does everyone know your name, but more annoyingly, everyone knows someone who's convinced you're still "they're girl." (as in, 'dude, i saw your girl yesterday' ... *vomit*)

hahaha i swear the most FUN THING EVER is going through old emails!! (except when it makes you sad) after ALL the drama last night i spent a large part of today trying to figure out where it all went wrong and i ended up wading through the emails of my lifetime, or at least my yahoo account. things and people i had COMPLETELY forgotten about are flooooooding back!!! hilarious!!!! what's past is prologue, and so... ladies and gentlemen,

nov. 24, 2001:
thanks so much for last night, it was one of the best shows ive been to, not so much cuz of the set, but because of the venue and you 3! ive never laughed so hard! remember "oh my god is that him... ben i love you"
thanks again y

ha, so i guess it never went wrong, it was always slightly skewed. heaven forbid i go to sleep before 3AM this week.
~cfc

"Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
it goes on and on and on and on"
~journey