Today i decided to create my own blog after finding out that my inspiration has had a blog for many months as a secret. oh well, i won't invade anyone's privacy as long as they don't invade mine, deal? haha, how am i kidding?? i'm all about busting up privacy.
today was an interesting day. i spent most of it with yusef, making trouble all over campus. i only have six days of regular classes, then exams, then no more mason... ahhhh. i've been walking around remembering the past five years and it makes me sad. so many memories but this major chapter of my life is over and i'm not sure what i have to show for it.
my goal is to finish my exams as quickly as possible, (or at least the ones that are just papers to turn in) so that i can get on with my life. anthony's coming up next weekend, so i can't have too much else on my mind, lest we aren't able to have fun. lord knows last spring semester he came up during exams and it was NOT good for my GPA. haha, who cares about school when anthony's in town???
i didn't see either of the boys i'm stalking on campus, which is good b/c i *apparently* didn't look very good!!! someone offered to play dress-up with me, i respectfully declined. i really don't understand why individually strong people allow individually weak people to stress them out and control them.
but who am i to talk... i'm going to centreville tomorrow night to prove that the king of weakness doesn't control me, but only time will tell if i'm successful.
i just put on my latest VHS compliation, so i'll end this with a quote from my other inspiration...

"then suddenly it's hard to breathe.
now and then i get insecure,
from all the pain,
i'm so ashamed.
but i am beautiful-
in every single way..."